I almost couldn't believe the scale this morning... I am 140 pounds.. I am in total and utter complete shock! amazement.. it's crazy to me. I haven't weighted that in 5 years..
When you are depressed it is so easy to pack the pounds on.. and I have sure been depressed for a long while. It feel so good to shed the depression and also the pounds :)
This weekend is going to be kind of weird, It just kind of worked out that Ben will have Hayden from Thursday night to Sunday afternoon. Guess it will kind of be a good trail run before Christmas. Still not sure how I am going to do without Hayden for a whole week at Christmas.. but .. I guess it is the first of many new experiences to come.
Our mediation date is now Dec 8th this coming Monday. It was going to be the next week, but my lawyer got double booked. So ben and I will be sitting down with our lawyers to try and get some papers written up that we can both agree on.. ... ... Seriously hope we can come to an agreement on everything within an hour... cause man I can't even let myself think about how much all this is costing!!
Got my Christmas lights up yesterday :) they look great! Need to get some more suction cups so I can put some up in my room too. Cause I put them on the inside of the windows cause we are in an apartment ofcourse.. and that just seems to make more sense to me anyways.. :)
Hoping to go over to a friends house tomorrow to play wii with some people for a couple hours :) Should be a fun time! Well, I need to get going, have to do some dishes still tonight and pick up my room!! It always seems to have clothes all over.. I feel like a teenager again having my own room.. it's kinda weird :) But.. nice really :)
~Natalie
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