worthwhile

I feel like a blog, but im not sure what I really want to write about.

This is a growing up year for me.. seems like im learning life lessons by the month. who I am now versus who I was a year ago.. is truly a miracle. all the little decisions you make each day really do impact the over all turn out.

So I guess I am in decision mode again.. Cleaning more slates in my life. Getting some clearer visions of who i want to be, and what i need to do to be that person.

I am what I am
but i am not the refection i see
i am closer, but not close enough
Before, i was distracted (thoroughly distracted)
spending time with those who have no morals, and think they do..
wasting moments on indulgences
looking for real people but surrounding myself with fakes.
building friendships on quicksand
.. forgetting what really mattered..

Now..
sorting threw the BS
inspecting my thoughts and feelings
finding truth in real people and a real God
lessening the false-ness I found myself surrounded in
choosing what/who is worth investing in

Loving the life I have been given, instead of waiting for it to pass by..
Find the worth and legacy

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words, moments, thoughts, conversations, texts, services.. are not to be wasted but relished in. So proceed cautiously who and what you choose to pursue...

 ~Natalie