Goodbyes

I'm not a fan of goodbyes or leaving.. when i go to events I usually end up helping to clean up, at my own wedding years ago I was one of the last people to leave the reception. I think that's crazy considering all the weddings I have been to now, and how the couple seems to always get outta there early.. but I am so social.. I love people and hanging out all night long.

Asia's Funeral is today... I have no idea how today will go, It is my First friends funeral.. I have had people close to me pass from illnesses or car crashes.. but never like this and not this young and not this close, this has been a hard week of accepting reality. Knowing that God never meant for this to happen, but that he can some how some way turn this around for good. I'm trying so hard to see that good right now.

I hope to find a picture of me and her, when I do one of these days I will post it. Life here just won't be the same anymore, but eventually we will take on a new normal, and roll with these tragedies in life. God, I pray  your peace that surpasses all understanding today. .. we need it desperately. 

~Natalie