Tonight

Tonight is one of my precious Thursday nights.. where Hayden is with Ben, and I tend to fill this night with all the friends I hardly see.

But over this week I have been learning, that I need to become comfortable, yet again, with having some time all by myself. So after work tonight I am going to at least take a couple hours and go to the gym, find a park and draw and journal. It is kind of forced journaling time though cause all I feel like doing is reading my last twilight book and this other new book I got. But I havent jounralled for a week.. So I best get that out of the way, and get all those thoughts out!

I need to learn to relax. To allow myself to just BE. I feel like I realize this once every few monthes. After I have planned every second of every moment for a while. I must get burnt out like anyone else would.

I did do something for myself last weekend. I enhanced my tattoo, I decided if it is really going to be there the rest of my life, I might as well really really like it. Once it heals I'll post a picture :)

Well, better hop to get everything done before work that is begging for my attention :)

~Natalie