Hmm I dunno

So just feel like writing. I don't know what about but.. yeah.

I've made it to the gym twice in the last 5 days. Doing better. I definitely feel good about that. It is funny it takes to much effort to "get" to the gym.. but then once you go, it's never something you regret.. or say man I wish I wouldnt have went to the gym today, what a waste of time.. haha. You always just feel better :)

I kind of like it getting darker earlier. Means fall is on it's way.. with hoodies, and boots and cords and sweaters :) One thing I SO love about MN is the wardrobe change over. After moving I realized I have PLENTY of clothes.. for a while anyways. I'm sure I can make it through till atleast spring with everything I own already. Who knows maybe by then I'll be a different size anyways :)

It was a rough weekend I will addmitt. But I came to realize that I can choose to crawl out of that depressive whole, and give all the pain and hurt and everything to God. It is atleast a once a day thing.. but I am glad to have realized this again. Cause "that" darkness is way way too dark for anyone to be in.

Ben and I did change our scheduled times with Hayden instead of splitting every weekend we are going to do the more typical every other whole weekend. Starting this coming weekened. So I will have Haynde on both of my days off. THAT will be so awesome. Cause it seems like everyday he wakes up and he's says "Mommy, who am I going to be wif today?" And its hardly ever a just Mommy and Hayden day. Today we did that though, from 1pm on. It was a great day :)

Well that was a pretty good blog for not knowing what I was going to write!

~Natalie