Tuesday, September 6, 2022

Anniversaries stir up all the feels..

 

Today Hayden begins his last year of High school, milestones like this have waves of emotion. I am so proud of who this young man is today, and who is he becoming as an adult. 

on this flip of this coin, my mom passed away 11 years ago in September, which was just weeks after back to school. The last back to school morning my mom was apart of was 1st grade. She was already so proud of him and all he was at just age 6. She was in-love with being a Grandma it is what she had always wanted to be when she grew up, she often talked about it. I can still see the little boy inside of my Giant child 💗  All the love, curiosity and wonder in his eyes. This boy not only made my mom a grandma but made me a mom. We have learned a lot together, kind of grown up together in ways. I think kids to that for parents.. they stir life up and have anniversaries of your life in their life, all the firsts, all the memories of our own childhood we are reminded of as they grow. It all helps the healing process to our BEST self when you are ready to see it and become aware. 

Love you Grandma Donna, we talk to you often and feel your presence with us always. thank you for being here on this Earth as long as you could, living your best life to all of your ability.

Love you Hayden, always excited to see what you are into each and every day, and how life is guiding you to your own Best self

Love you Natalie and the Mom you have become and how you love so unconditionally and see all sides of each situation. keep processing, keep growing and being patient. 




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