Wednesday, January 12, 2011

a day at a time

Well, Chemo is keeping the cancer under control. But its not killing it. Basically the Dr. said if my mom stops chemo she'll be gone in 4 months or so.

So chemo for now is indefinitely scheduled every week until we decide the quality of life is not .. i dunno.

My brain can barely think.

Hopes are broken but not crushed. She has already out lived what the first 3 doctors had forecast .. Ultimately God is in control and he is the only one who knows when and who goes.. home.


one day at a time... one breath at a time.. one thought at a time.. (my brain can't handle much more)

~Natalie

4 comments:

Jamie Willow said...

wow. that is just overwhelming to process. for your brain and your heart too. praying for a miracle.

((hugs))

Jordan@Me and My 8 said...

Standing here with you Natalie.

Lanny said...

I can't even begin to imagine what you and your mom are going through. My head knows it's happening, but it's so easy to pretend it's not when I don't have to be there. I don't like to think about how this scenario has/is changing our family. Words just aren't enough. This is one of those times I wish that somehow our childhood has been different and we lived closer and were closer friends. Love you lots.

Maylene Kisch said...

You haven't updated in awhile...

oxoxo