it takes time to heal, it takes time to overcome and it takes time to find the hope and strength to do just that. I am learning this.
To think before you jump. To think, It is truely amazing how much i think about somethings.. like incredibly thoroughly.. for instance what kind of earrings to wear or shoes, i think i dream about even those decisions. And also things like who Hayden hangs out with and what movies he should see, and what foods we eat and how much food.
But I found a place where I need to think a little bit more clearly. with friendships, and how they grow. i think there are some friendships that shouldn't grow, and then other's that will in time, and even other friendships that are just for a time.
Friendships don't end easily, and some return in there own time. And others you can practically have faith in that they will never end. These friendships by far are the most comfortable, but the others can be where you mature the most. I enjoy having friends, i think i need to more careful who i share my heart with though, the deeper friendships are the ones that hurt more to lose. I'm getting smarter though :) and that I am proud of.
~Natalie
3 comments:
I always mourn when a friendship ends. I think I am getting better, and letting go of people easier. I mean that may sound bad, but sometimes you just have to let go. This has been a hard lesson for me learn.
I used to be kind of a friend nazi, expecting every call to be returned and having a weekly date with all the children gathered around for fun play times. I am at the point where I am ok seeing even very close friends roughly twice a year, esp my friends that have families of their own. I know every friendship has a season and not everyone feels about me the way I feel about them. I think you are at a good place NAtalie, kee4ping seeking Him <3
I agree!! I have had friendships come and go and change as well. It is hard, but when our foundation is centered upon Christ, not much can move or shake us! Letting our roots go down deep into the marvelous soil of God's love allows us to remain steady through storms of life, dependent upon God, and not people, for our deepest satisfaction in life! God is teaching you amazing things Nat!!
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