Restful

It's the big surgery day.


This week I have noticed I need to learn to lean on God and rest in His arms more often. He really does carry you threw the hard times if you allow Him to.

I am still surprised at all I was able to get done yesterday. Especially when all I wanted to really do was sleep and sulk. But we made breakfast, went to the Gym, went grocery shopping (Since Hayden will be home on Thursday and Saturday with some GOOD friends), Picked up the house and his room (which his room had been a disaster zone since before Christmas), Vacuumed, swept and cleaned the floors and get this I did the Laundry too. It was only two loads which was EASY compared to my normal 5 :) cause I typically wait a month or more.

 It was a very restless sleep last night. To be expected though.

Picking mom up this morning and heading to the hospital. Might need to grab a starbucks and my journal first. (this is really happening)

God your in control, not me. Calm us and fill us with your Spirit; Love, Joy, Peace, Patience, Kindness, Goodness and Self Control. Love you Lord and Thank You for bringing us This Far!

~Natalie