who read my blog, randomly without me posting it all over FB.
I have been turning a much needed leaf. A lot of change going on in this Little Natalie.
Tired of updating people on my mom which is one reason why I have not blogged in awhile. Things seem to be worsening, but she is still .. praying for healing..
I am kind of done with the idea that "god" (if there really is one) "can" "heal" .. my mom. It's all so vast, unrealistic and "stupid" really..
I dont want to be preached at ... i know all the "correct answers" ...
I cannot remember a time where "god" intervened in any situation in my life. It has solely been my life, and all that happened just happened..
~Natalie
3 comments:
I hear ya girl. Wish I could give you a big hug. Life is hard. No way around that truth. I'm just sorry it has been so extreme for you. Love your mom and sorry to hear things aren't good.
Turn over as many leaves as you need to.
Love you, Natalie.
oh my dear Natalie. You are not alone. and I believe you do know the answers and it's ok to be real and raw with your emotions. sometimes we just need people to be there for us. i wish i were there dear, but i am there in spirit, feeling your pain with you. i love you.
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