Today is a day that has had MANY plans going in and out of it. At this point... I'm not sure what will happen. It is SO hard to leave Hayden today cause he has this dumb 7 day fever crap that's going around. I wish it was my weekend with him so I could just snuggle with him all weekend and be in Mommy mode.. but it's not my weekend. He will be with Daddy. How do kids to it these days, with all the back and forth? It isn't the way God had planned at all that's for sure. I think over the years as much as I have told myself, I could never be a stay at home mom, that I would always need something else some kind of Job.. it's so not true. I would treasure being a stay at home mom. Kids are amazing, so resilient yet so fragile. I feel like I'm on super MOM mode.. with work and Hayden and life.. Somethings gotta give.
I am definitely feeling that one of my learning lessons this week is selflessness.
Well, off to Grandma's Hayden goes and off to WORK I go.
~Natalie
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