Tomorrow

.. would have been my 5 year wedding anniversary..

I wanted to cry all day today.. still do.. still might

I'm sure the tears will come out when I lay down alone in my bed tonight.

Why me?

You just never know what life will bring..

I need to break free of this mood.

I am looking forward to being with some of my best of friends tomorrow night.

I am glad I planned something.

Even though right now I feel like canceling and just.. veg around and feel bad for myself.. and all that's happened..

But I know.. I will survive I have made it this far, I can do this.. I can do this.

~Natalie